kirk i hope u heal fast, i know what its like to feel like a “fricken robot”…my story dosent have the when i was 35, more like when i was 13 at breckenridge, on short trick ski things, landed wrong so that one tip caught in the snow and my body twisted arount my planted leg, communuted sprial fracture of the tibia, in 9 places… go to get it in a cast, dumb nurse drops it, now i got a tib fib break…. my poor lil leg didnt see sun for 1 year and 2 months, i was in a wheelchair for 6 months, so i learned how to pop wheeleies and ride them!!! so i know your pain, but as far as the 35 yearold part, mad props for hitting the big kickers. you dont look like an idiot, just a man that knows whats fun.